You write your life is in jeopardy, you are stressed and hopeless.

You can start by getting help from God through studying what He says through Jesus. I had a man write in that he had come to Jesus and this is what he had to say:

"When I was lost Christ was never ever lost, when things turned out to be sour for me Christ showed up and gave the everlasting love and comfort I needed most. As long as I live, Christ will remain my best friend, brother and above all My Lord forever."

I pray for you to find that focus, then all else will find its proper place in your life. When you are changed and living for Jesus, you can find reconciliation with God who is still working and doing wonderful things for those who follow Him.

Hebrews 12:1-3 "Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God. For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds."

Jesus said in Matthew 11:28-30  "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."